V-day

How should I say this...

It's weird and shocked,

It's surprising and unpredictable,

It crushed me hard for a weird reasons,

It should not happened,

I've been avoiding this kind of feeling for so, so long,

and suddenly it happened yesterday.

I don't know why I feel happy but sad,

I don't know why I felt what I felt,

But its unavoidable, it just can't,

I'm not that strong,

I'm so sorry.

Believe me, my heart felt something,

It makes me restless,

But I'm not that strong,

I'm so sorry,

I just can't.

I didn't know why I cried,

But I did.

and I'm so sad...

I need sometimes alone...

please forgive me.