Hunter x Hunter - Killua my love

The moment I know I have lots of work to do, but the due date is still far from the corner, my mind will redirect me away from doing the suppose task in any way can. It's something I can't really control :P.

Thus, the last 2 weeks I end up watching Hunter x Hunter. Another favourite manga of mine that I read about 10 years ago. I stop reading it since the manga production is pretty slow and always on hiatus. Turns out after 10 years, the story are not far from where I left it! and again it's been in hiatus for 1 year.

Hunter x hunter is an awesome story, about the adventures of Gon and his friends being a hunter with respective mission of their own. Being a hunter gave them license to ultimately doing just whatever they want to, that has no limit in terms of money and power to access certain area or important information. Hunter are thought with the power of Nen that will help them to become stronger. Gon and Killua are special kids that have the superior capabilities of learning and improving their power and combat skills. 

It is one of the top selling anime in Japan. The reason why I like this anime is the characters and the story line which a bit heavy for some people. The friendship bond between Gon and Killua does envy me, and their determination in everything they do. The story are twisted, their power are awesome and I just love everything about this anime. 

You guys can watch it here.

The best character for me is of course KILLUA. He's assassin background and training has make him an awesome mystery cool kid in my eye, not to forget that he does look way cuter than Gon :P. Above all, the dark side of him didn't prevent him being such a loving and supportive friend especially to Gon. Whatever he will put Gon above all, always on his back making him safe and happy all time. That's really touching for me.

Killua with his electricity Nen

Why both Gon and Killua character gives me a deep impact? Because I wish I have someone like Killua, or probably I can be someone like Killua. This anime gives me the chill, twisted feeling for me when I look into my past. I assume such relationship are non existent. There's no way a human being are capable of having that strong love unless they have pure heart which possibly too rare to happen. Or perhaps i'm just unlucky to believe in some one and be fooled by her hidden evil.

Killua and Alluka

The strong bond between them envy me... well, what do u expect from real human right? One thing for sure, I thought I had this kind of best friend relationship before... to my surprise, it's just a temporary or I would say fake, she changed when she find another bastard that willing to fuck her and worship her. 

I know my anger won't disappear, the betrayal I felt will never be erased forever. 

If only I have Killua capabilities, I will definitely giver her the thunderbolt hahaha. Fuck her.


I hope this manga will be continue and no more hiatus!! Stop torture and playing with your fans heart Yoshihiro Togashi!

It's Sunday today

I have bad muscle pain all over my body this morning due excessive exercise yesterday. It took me several minute to decide whether i'm able to play basketball or not.

Since i don't want to accept any excuses myself, i just get up and went to play basketball again. Such a rare determination from my lazy ass!!

My playground

When i reach the court there's 1 guy playing basketball, i just ignore him but later he said he want to play with me. So i said fine and waiting for strangers favourite question.. "how old are u?". I don't know why is it important for them to know my age. So i thought i want to lie.. but then as always i just tell the truth :p

He's a college student as i thought so. So we play one on one n have fun laughing at our week skills hehe. Than he told about his passion on basketball, he bought books and even pay class to learn basketball. I was impressed however i can say im better than him except he's way taller than me. He thought me all the basics skills so i just listen and follow him and excel in short time. :)

So we went on playing another 2 on 2 with my nephew and this time i won. Yes my skills is coming back!! Hehe. So one thing i regret, i should ask him to find me if he ever come to play again. At least i have a real person who knows how to play basketball and compete with me!! Seriously he is the only person i ever see playing basketball there. How pitiful it is, normally guys go there to play futsal on basketball court. How irritating it is.

Another interesting day for me.... now i got all this pain attack on arms and legs, dragging my leg as walking. I guess i have to stop playing for few days.

Tomorrow is my registration day.... and i seriously need to find part time work. My bro business will not start as soon as i thought :(. What should I do?

morning sickness??

I think i have this severe morning sickness today. Im doing crazy things today... i woke up at 8, grab my basketball, have a glass of drink and walk to the park and play basketball alone. 🙌👻 (yes after about a month of fail attempts. It's an unbelievable sickness :p)

It's a whole lot new of excitement that i haven't felt for such a long time!! It's felt like i'm a teenager again, a school kid enjoying time throwing basketball into the net for the first time! It's been like 9 years i haven't really play this game. My favourite spot which i'm used to be good at it.

Though i play by myself today.. i got few of high school kids around came and talked to me & join me for a few throw. It's funny to see school kids try to have a chat with me and have that disbelief face when i told them im 31. They was like WOW for a few minutes as they thought im in high school too (it never fails to flattered me looking at those disbelief look everytime i tell someone my age, Haha) and after that i did gave them advice about uni life and professional job.... i don't know why but they seem to like it though. The boy are kind of cute too :p.

My energy for jumping and throwing around only last for 1 hour. It sucks, i wish i can play longer. After that i just sat on the swing and swing for half an hour... relaxing, watching those kid happily play futsal, watching 2 olf man circling the garden for the 20th round probably talking about politics, feeling the cild breeze of air and sunshine on me from between the leaves... i smiled. How could i not doing this since i was working? I used to be an outdoor girl always hang out with friends, play basketball, jogging and have a long gossip enjoying the nature.

It's such a waste. Im happy i really force myself to get up and go out today. It too makes me realise its been such a long time i haven't really went out there and socialise with strangers (apart of vacations). It does feel good and alive.

So im gonna wake up again tomorrow n play basketball again. Should i lie about my age this time? Hehehe

New year bla bla bla!

Happy Belated New Year!

It's not that I don't have time to update New Year post because I'm in Beijing, it's because I'm so busy with my final semester! So, that's it, that's the main reason why I have to cancel my trip to Beijing. I'm so sad. Luckily it's pay off when for the first time ever in my life I got 4.0! Whoooooooot!!! It's worth it hehe.

So talking about new year --->2014,  everything is still blur. I'm still jobless, still waiting for the opportunity, still need to finish up my master. Still have no idea how am I suppose to get money as I'm so lazy to work!

It's heaven to not working, lazying in the house, watching 150 episodes of one piece in 2 weeks, this is the only anime that I'm following right now, it's funny and superb and I like Luffy character A LOT. On top of that I waste my time watching all latest movies, playing with my cats, watch drama, watch Justin Bieber video and amaze with his cuteness and success story and off course watching my beloved TYLER BLACKBURN.

Tyler Blackburn is the most perfect man alive so far (he has overtook Johnny Depp from my list). He has sexy eyes with cute nose, sexy lips, have sweetest smile and so handsome at the same time. It was love at first sight. AAaaahhhhh.... I wish I found someone who looks like him over here, I will definitely not gonna let him go :P.

Sexy serious look that can melt me in mili second

perfect smile that makes me fall in love with him even more

Innocent look and so damn cute that I will give him anything he wants

There's nothing to say.. just fainted

Seriously I'm a victim of CUTENESS!! I wish he is my lover :p. Well, I had a boyfriend who look like very young Johhny depp at certain angle, with eyes and nose almost similar and so cute. Tyler Blackburn has supersede Johnny Depp and my ex. Sometimes I have this dreamy thought, well I can get someone as cute and handsome as my ex, what if Tyler meet me, will he said I'm cute too and will he be interested in me? hehe. Unfortunately for me, he doesn't know me so can't see how far that theory works. I always have rush in my blood whenever I see Johnny Depp in Arizona Dreams. They are so alike (minus the square face of Johnny Depp). I am still angry with my self for cursing him and letting him go and blame his fucked up grandma and his believe. How I made peace whenever i'm thinking about what had happened? easy, he will regret it when he's dead and I'm happy for him for that, that's what he chose.

My ex had set a very high benchmark... thus that's one of the reason why I am still single for the past 8 years, unless if I'm living in San Diego... probably I'll be having lots of BF instead :p. Damn why there are lack of guys with my taste over here. ahhh Tyler....